smiles 4 eva!

“If you feel lost, disappointed, hesitant, or weak, return to yourself, to who you are, here and now and when you get there, you will discover yourself, like a lotus flower in full bloom, even in a muddy pond, beautiful and strong.”  ―  Masaru Emoto ,  Secret Life of Water I feel so lost. Hope seems nothing but a lie at this very moment. The more I try to persuade myself that I am running out of time, the more I relax. What on Earth is wrong with me?! The quote above makes me ponder a lot? I am more like the mud than the lotus... I am  pretty sure I'm not alone. I watch the clock tick by day by day, the sky constantly turn bright and then dark again, the sun appearing then disappearing, the moon appearing then disappear. Soon I might see myself disappearing too:( PRELIMS.  Just finished chemistry paper 2 today it was bad:( Never once have I come out of the audi telling myself that I'm going to pass this time let alone with flying colours. 6 m...

It is the middle of August! Just 6 more days to my prelims and 11 more weeks to A levels. So many eventful things have happened within these two months. I went to River Safari and the Zoo! Finally I got to see Pandas and they were so cute. Hahaha i even bought a panda headband too cute to resist. It is nice to spend time with your family. Family is really importnat to me and I really treasure my loved ones around me:) I also had a leadership dinner where a guy spoke to us. He taught me about how fragile life is and made me realise how much we should care for those around us. I went to the Zoo a second time with my class and my teacher! It was really fun. My friend and I were scrambling from enclosures to enclosures to view the various animals! The Zoo has always been one of my favourite places. Going to the makes me feel free and allows me to appreciate all the animals around us. Besides going to the Zoo I love going to parks and nature reserves to admire the beauty of nature. The...