Believe it or not...

I really cannot believe that O levels is less than one month away! When Prelim 1 came I was totally not prepared and I told myself that I still had prelim 2 to redeem myself. Now, even prelim 2 has past by yet I have seen no improvement in my results. Instead, there is quite a bad decline in my already horrendous results. I can barely make it into a JC if this were to continue. It seems almost impossible to sit on the study table for 1 minute. How about an hour?! It is scary to see all your friends doing well while I am still stuck in the just passing range. I have told myself for the umpteenth time to pull up my socks. But all these are not helping. I do feel the peer pressure yet I am still not revising my work! I really do not know what else can motivate me to study. The last time I got an A1 was probably moon years ago. Pretty pathetic- NO! VERY. 

For once, i actually look forward for Chinese lessons. it is an irony though. I do not learn Chinese during Chinese lessons instead I have my free time. I know it is a perfect opportunity to grab hold and study however, I just waste precious time just like water flowing down the drain. WHY!!! 

Hoping that I will put in the best for this final lap -fingers crossed- To all other candidates out there good luck! Don't be like me :)